Syiraaaahhh’s Blog

I really need a long break. This teacher never seems to stop writing on the board. I mean, can’t he see that I’m going to worn out soon. All he does is give a really long lecture and teaches the class. No wonder the student doesn’t seem to be paying attention at times. I wonder, can I ever be the whiteboard duster. It just rest all day and when it needs to do its duty to wipe the board, it’s just a one swipe away. It’s so easy. No wonder the duster never complains all the time like I do.

The worst part of being a marker is that I’m black in ink. All teachers love to use black and write on the board. That’s why I always see my friends in the trash as it inks has already finished. I pity them. And now, it’s my turn to go through this too. Hope the teacher would just put me down and let me take a very long good rest, but I doubt that. I’m just a marker, not something bigger than the owner who is holding me in his big hand which is full of grip. I wish I was not a marker but instead, something different like the whiteboard duster.

She sat heart-broken on her bed

I fell on my knees after hearing upon those words which you have just told me. I couldn’t believe it. What have are done to you to deserve this? I gave you everything and even my love to you. I should have never trust you. My heart has been shattered into tiny little pieces, and never will i trust a guy ever again. You were always the one who put a smile on me but now, my smile has finally turn upside down, and nothing can change it. I love you but i just have to move on and stop thinking of you. I guess this is it.

The girls were excited as they waited for the results

Our hearts beats faster at every minute. We were all very anxious to know over what words will come out of the announcer’s mouth. The crowd kept on cheering the team which they side on and we were definitely not bothered by it. We waited impatiently with our fingers cross and our eyes closed. We gave the best we could and no matter what happens, we gave it all and we have won the best summer of our life.

And the winner is……………

Amir and Irah were both in the same primary school, but they both hated each other. It has been 3 years since they spoke, until Amir received a call from Irah one night.

On the phone,

”Why didn’t you tell me that Delfina broke her leg? Instead, you kept it to yourself. She’s my best friend and you should have told me”, yelled Irah to Amir.

”How was I suppose to know that I should have told you? I’m sorry”, answered Amir to Irah politely.

It was after that phone call, Amir and Irah became so close. They talk for hours and hours and wouldn’t want to end the conversation. Amir started to have those chills up his spine. It was a good kind of feeling for him. He felt that he could be himself while talking to Irah, and does not have to pretend to be someone that he is not. They reminisce about their primary school life and both of them kept laughing. Every laugh that Irah made just makes Amir smiles, listening to it. They never imagined that they could ever be friends, as they once used to not like each other. After the long hours of talking on the phone, both Amir and Irah put down the phone. Amir lies on his bed, looking at the ceiling with a huge smile on his face.

As days passes by, Amir and Irah became really good friends. They would call each other up and talk really late at night. Amir always has a smile when his with Irah. He never thought that a girl that he used to hate would become into the girl that he loves. Their relationship became really close than ever. It has been months since they became really good friends, and Amir has wanted to tell Irah his feelings towards her.

One day, Amir and Irah went to the beach to go for a little walk. Amir had planned exactly what he has to say to Irah about his feelings. He never thought that, that day would be the most emotional day for him. From the distance, he saw Irah with his friend, Danial. They were holding hands. Amir’s heart shattered into a million pieces when he saw that. He couldn’t believe over what he had just seen. Is it actually true? Thoughts kept running through his head. Irah walks towards Amir introducing Danial to him, but evidently, Amir and Danial know each other already. Danial told Amir that Irah has been her girl for only a few weeks. Amir tried as hard as he can to smile and not show the tears that was about to roll down his cheeks.

Amir felt like as if someone had ripped his heart out. He walked back home, alone, feeling heartbroken. The love that he has been searching for was finally taken away from him forever.

The year of 2008, was a really fun year for me. There are some couples of not so good and good memories. I’ve gone through a lot of obstacles and still manage to overcome it. Its like a game of snake and ladders whereby sometimes you will succeed in things and move forward but there are times that you will fail and move backwards. No matter how life goes, you know that you will always succeed in life.

Things that I am looking forward to in 2009

• Meeting my new teacher’s that will be teaching me which I hope they will not be boring.
• C’est La Vie.
• Whose the student which I will be sitting next to in class.

Goals that I wish to achieve in 2009

• Hopefully, getting ’A's in all my subject.
• Successfully finishing a project of mine.
• Hoping to get a high position in my CCA.

Goals that I have achieved in 2008

• Getting into the additional math class for 2009.
• Stepping up to my senior who have always taken all my credit (great feeling).
• Balancing my time with my family and friends.

3wishes that I have for EL lessons in 2009

• Ms Leanna still being my ‘FAVOURITE’ English teacher (that’s the truth).
• More games that will enable us to understand much deeper.
• Hoping that there will not be too many worksheets to do (I doubt that it will happen)

Quote of the day: ”Its a new year and a whole new day, so better be careful in what you’re doing because I can tell that in 2009, its going to be a really tough year especially with all the economy… GoodLuck”.

I can definidtely say that there are lots of things to talk about in just 1 picture. I can talk all day about a picture but it has to be interesting or else I’ll be like a STONE.

This picture shows me in the background. If you realise, behind me is a man-made lake and a BIG Christmas tree which is lighted up. Its really BEAUTIFUL. I think you might know when this picture is being taken. ”CHRISTMAS DAY”.

I was with my family at Vivo City doing some shopping like I always do. I was pretty amazed when I went into the shopping mall as it was my first time going there. It was HUGEand if I’m not wrong, I didn’t think I complete going through all the shops there. The best thing about going to Vivo City is that I went through all the ‘Shoe Shop’. I’m a Fan of shoes especially ‘High Heel Boots’. Its just so nice and so comfortable but really pricey though. It can cost to like hundreds of dollars and I don’t think nobody can have that kind of money, unless they are filthy rich which I’m not.

Did I mention that there was this BIG SALE which has all the new latest fashion in t’shirt and dresses? I guess not. Well, I can say that it was like heaven to me. I mean, the clothes, ”OH, MY GOD”. Its was FABULOUS. I could really faint when I saw that sale. I’m like a SHOPAHOLIC. No doubt.

I really LOVE to shop. I can honestly say that that day, is my BEST and FAVOURITE day ever. I will definitely go to Vivo City again and shop the whole place. It was a sad thing that I did not manage to finish going through all the shops there.

Quote of the day: ”Don’t ever get too much FUN in shopping because you can go CRAZY if you see another new fashion line and at the end of the day, you will definitely have the ‘headache’.

 Dating and abuse… Hmmm… Well, I did a little research on it and I found a lot about the physical and emotional abuse. Did you know that there are more than 1 type of emotional abuse? I know, I can’t believe it either. I guess people usually do this because maybe they are just confused or upset over some things. I mean, sometimes, in a relationship, when the boyfriend abuse his”girl”, the girl will still not leave her partner because for some reason, the girl must really like her partner and wouldn’t want to hurt his feelings and also she probably didn’t want him to abuse her more if she were to leave him.

I still think that it is a stupid thing for someone who do not leave their partner after being abuse. That would be really WRONG. Let me just say something. If you are being abuse by anyone, straight away tell the elderly and don’t wait because it WILL happen again.

To have a good and healthy relationship, both of the partners must be really understanding towards each other when anything goes wrong and always be sure to take good care of each others feelings. I mean nobody wants a relationship with someone that just last for a month or two, right. The last and important thing to have a good relationship is to never lie. Always be honest towards each other so that there will be no rivalry going on.

Advice in a relationship: Its better being single right now and just live you life, chasing after your dreams. Being with someone who you think might last long with you, can sometimes be a bad idea because you probably do not want to be one of those girls who cried after being dumped by their guy. ”GUYS CAN BE JERKS SOMETIMES”. (no offence boys). When you’ve really grown up and matured, you will find that ‘Prince Charming’ of yours which you have been seeking for.

Quote of the day: ”Sometimes, you always think that you are made for each other with this someone and that your partner will always be there for you but always remember, that your family is the ONE who will always be there with you through all those obstacles in your life.”

Dress code… Ewwww… I HATE hearing that every time the teachers talk about it. I don’t even know why schools expect us, students to wear uniform. I guess one of the reason is because if they were to go on a field trip, the teachers can spot the students as everyone wears the same thing and probably they won’t get lost. Hahaha….

I guess, schools give us dress codes because they want us to so called feel ”unity”. I mean that’s why our uniform is somehow uni- which means unity or unite. Well, that is what I think it is. I hope you know what I am talking about. Actually I don’t know much about why the school actually give us dress code. I just thought that maybe its something to do about discipline and other important stuff which I think the teachers might really know better than me. Hey, I’m a student, what do you expect from me. That is the best that I can think of.

I think, the best time and place to have a dress code is during your Co-Curriculum Activities (CCA). Well, I am in the Girl Guides so we wear the same thing to show that we are, somehow together which tells people, who we are while wearing the uniform. I mean, why would they call the uniformed groups if the CCA do not wear any uniform and just wear their own thing, right. That is just WRONG. The other place for having a dress code is probably the ”Graduation Night”. Why? Maybe its because nobody wants to look like a ‘FOOL’ when they reach at the ball wearing something that is not related to what it is being stated. I mean, all the boys wear a really nice suit and the girls wear their gown or dress while you come in wearing jean and t-shirt. Of course you will feel embarrassed if you do not get the memo right. So I think the Graduation Night and during CCA would be the best timing to have a dress code. Don’t you think so…

I don’t think there will be any ”quote of the day” for today. I have nothing that has to do with dress code but I’ll try to think about it.

There are lots of legend to be told but the BEST DAY would be ‘‘HALLOWEEN” where its a day that people will be haunt and killed… So be careful because you can never know where you might ended up at the end of the day. And NEVER EVER do you look behind you while you’re alone in a room because ‘HIS’ watching every movement you make….  

I guess people really like to hear scary stories especially anything about urban legend like the famous story about ”Didn’t Turn On The Lights”just like the one that is being posted on Ms Leanna’s blog. I have been surfing through the Internet a lot so I think I can share one of the stories that has been told to me. This one is called ”The Call”. It is stated that a girl had to take care of her brothers one night and during that night, she received an anonymous call from somebody . Every time she answered the phone, there’ll be no answer but just the sound of the breath. She started to feel a little scared until she called the operator to track down who has been prank calling her house. After a few minutes later, she got the same phone call from the stranger and he kept on saying, ”I’m her already”. She panicked a little and then the phone rang again. She shouted at the phone saying,”Who is this?”. It was the operator calling and she said that the call is coming from in her house. The phone slip through her hand and quickly ran out of the house with her brothers. The police then came and check the whole house and found out a guy in the basement. He was actually a man who has been wanting to find a girl to do his ”things” on her. It was lucky for that girl and her brothers to get out of the house alive.I guess this story tell us to not talk to stranger. Haha… I hope that story was scary enough for you. By the way, its not me who made this story, its the computer. Just saying…

Now, its my turn to tell my part of my story. I call this,‘The Crying Wolf’. This is how the story goes… A new boy named Max, just went to a new college and he met a few friends whose names are,Lisa,Tim,Tory,Kim and Josh. It was going to be Halloween soon when he came to settled down in the campus. He felt really great with all his friends. They were having so much fun together until one day. Max and Tory were in the library with a laptop. They send prank emails to everybody in the campus and it sounded like this.

Dear students in campus,                                                                               

                                   There has been a report on a man dressing in an orange mask and wearing orange sweater with baggy pants holding a dagger which called the ’cry wolf’ who is on the loose so please be careful and Happy Halloween.

The students didn’t believe it because they knew its one of those fake emails where they want to scare people but at least Max and Tory had some laugh over it. The next day, all of them met up and asked who was the one who sent those stupid prank email. At first, nobody admitted but after a while, Max and Tory said it was them. They were all laughing like a hyena, until something happened starting from that same particular day. Lisa and Kim were roommates so during that night, Lisa went out to take a walk with Josh while Kim were in the bathroom getting ready to go back to her room. She was looking at the mirror brushing her hair and suddenly she saw a shadow behind her. It started to came towards her and there she saw the exact person who dress as the so called ‘cry wolf’ with all the dressing and the dagger. She thought that it probably might be Lisa or Tory just to scare her but she was WRONG. Kim was grabbed on the hand and was knocked on the mirror. As she was about to called for HELP, the cry wolf took the shower hose and strangled her to death. She was totally SILENTafter that. When Lisa entered her room, it was just a total darkness until she switched on the lights and saw Kim’s body on her bed and on the wall it said,”You shouldn’t have left her alone” in her own blood.

The next day, Lisa was terrified and blamed everything on Max and Tory for killing Kim. Everyone was shocked to hear about the story that Lisa told them and thought that maybe they were wrong about the email that they prank but they didn’t care. On that same night, Josh went to the library and he was all alone. After a while later, all of the lights were switched off and so, he took out his torchlight and shone towards the books and tried to get out of the library, but instead, he saw the ‘cry wolf’ and started running. The ‘cry wolf’ was chasing him from behind but when Josh turned and look to see if he was there, he wasn’t but instead, as he turned at the front, he saw ‘HIM’ but before he could run for his life, he was already crushed by the shelf that was over him.

The next following night,when Max found out that Josh died, he called for Lisa,Tory and Tim. They were all gathered in the church. The girls were panicking and then Max spoke, saying that maybe the ”cry wolf” that they made up is taking revenge on them and taking each of their life’s. He told them that they have to stick together or any one of them can die that night. Lisa freaked out so she left the troop and went straight to her room and as she climbed up the stairs, she saw the ‘cry wolf’ chasing for her with his dagger. As she started screaming for help, Her friends heard her and tried to find her at the campus so they were split. Before any of them could reach to Lisa, she was already dead, lying on the ground floor with a pool of blood. She was pushed down the stairs.

In the meanwhile, Tim did not ran to look for Lisa but instead, he stayed in the church at the top. He was freaking out ans hid behind a door. He suddenly heard footsteps coming through the church. Tim was trying not to make any sound but he failed. The ‘cry wolf’ opened the door vigorously and pulled Tim out and by the time he could shout for HELP, he was already tied to the church bell, DANGLING….

Tory saw Tim from below and started running and crying. She was calling out for Max but he was no where to be found. On that particular time, she was being chased through the carpark and Max saw her. He kept on shouting to run but it was no point. She fell and was stabbed. Max started to run through the canteen and was ended to the kitchen. The ‘cry wolf’ was with his dagger and tried to kill Max. Before he could get out of there alive, he was already being fried with the hot oil. At the end of the story, everybody died and nobody knew who the cry wolf was. It was still a mystery.

Quote of the day: ”I guess you don’t know that some things would happen the way you storied it so be CAREFUL because you may get what you DO NOT WANT…” 

-HAPPY HALLOWEEN

Tattoos…. Who cares…. Only some people who thinks its scary will judge those with them as bad people. To me, not all people with tattoos are consider as bad people. After all, ”tattoos” are so called ”ART” on their body which I think is really cool. I mean come on, not all people can do tattoos so I think its a really unique thing. Tattoos are also made by free hand so this tells us that the tattooist who does this must be an expert on drawing and art. This is what amazed me most as I watched shows about people being tattooed, I can see that they just use their hands and draw so if they messed up anything then it will be the END FOR THEM or THEY DIE. hahahaha…… I really think that this drawings on them is just so amazing.

I also watched a lot of ‘Miami Ink’ which the tattooist will tattoo people on regard of their own. I realise that this people who wants a tattoo on them, actually has a reason on doing it. Well, some of them but not all. Like for an instance, there is this lady who wants a name being tattooed on her body, which explains that the name was actually her daughters name who died because of a car accident, so she wants that name to be on her body to remind herself that her daughter will always be there with her no matter where she go or what she does.

Now, you probably might think that I really support people on doing tattoos right, but actually, NO. I’m just explaining that not all people with tattoos are bad people. After all, you should know that my religion does not allow the Islam to have a tattoo. It is a sin if we as a Muslim were to do it and you might ask that, ”Why are there Muslim people who still has tattoos even though they know that it is a sin?”. Well, for that question, I have no comment and maybe they have their own reasons on why they do it.

Quote of the day: [Do not judge people by how they look on the outside but do judge them by how they look in the inside. Like people always say, ''Do not judge a book by its cover'']